Loving Love

I love love.  I like reading about people in love. I like seeing couples show their love for one another. It's a beautiful feeling and vision. Delicate, tender- yet intense.  Real love. Like Mary J. Blige circa 1992 love.  Walks in the park. No power tripping. Just love.  Unremarkable becomes spectacular. The mundane elicits tears of joy. No control. Just love. Love.

Enjoy Life

I haven't gone into talking about myself much lately because there isn't much to say. 30 was a year of discovery and boy have I learned a lot. But there was just stuff I learned...nothing needing analysis or critique. That leads me to my mom...our relationship is so much better now. Today she is flying back home from a Republican Women's Conference and she sent me a text from the airport. Near the end of the conversation I told her to have fun and you know...those types of pleasentries. She was like I am on my way home. I said I know...you can have fun and enjoy the moment anywhere. Then she called me deep. I could imagine her face and expression as she is sitting at the airport ...tired... after a long week of hobnobbing and schmoozing and I am telling her to have MORE fun. I cracked up laughing. I remembered something I was told -- Enjoy the moment.

Sometimes we get so caught up on completing a task...we forget to enjoy the task.
If you like sewing, take pleasure in threading that needle-- it is the start of a new project-- a new beginning.
If you like writing, don't get caught up in the completion of the story...enjoy the writing. Enjoy the creative process. Enjoy Life! God put us here to get as much pleasure as possible! How good can you stand it?

my girlfriend is gay

I didn't know it right away. We'd always been close. One day, she gave me this look. That's all it took. Then I considered myself a lesbian; others said I was bisexual. I remember that one night... I'm not supposed to share personal stuff about her on here, because who knows who reads this thing. I am allowed to say, "I love her so much!" LOL. Oh well, just know it involved me...trying to be coy. LOL. Just reminiscing.